confused

i bought every one of your games from first avernum, even grabbed all of the "older" ones i could. but this wandering around totally blind and no map is (to be 'family friendly') rubbish. i'm on the second round of a dark in some crypt, walking into portal after portal with no clue where i'm at. is this supposed to be fun? clicking blind for hours? well i hugely regret now my small investment in this insanely frustrating mess that i will never be able to finish. in fact, i intend to quit and delete it right now. this is absurd. and i won't ever buy or recommend your games again, i hate this "feature" so much!